Athena's Attic (annjej76) wrote,
Athena's Attic
annjej76

I hate my brain

I swear I think my car accident rattled me harder than I thought.

Granted I wasn't even in the car at the time but I still feel victimized. Last night I heard three cars come racing down the street and my heart started racing and all I could think of was "not again."

I haven't had a panic attack in over 15 years. Now this stupid car accident is sending me into an attack each time I hear a racing car. I was bracing to hear the screech of tires following it and then a "Crunch".

This sucks seven ways from Sunday.

Sometimes I really hate my brain.

-A-
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