So I'm tired.
I'm tired of the amygdala part of my brain firing on all cylinders. JC my boyfriend has been working LONG hours at his job as a helicopter mechanic. Apparently the summer is crunch time when it comes to their jobs what with ATV accidents, people falling hiking, car accidents, etc. I haven't seen a lot of him and because of this it's triggering my fear mechanism of my brain. I hate it. I'm freaking out over probably nothing.
What exactly I'm fearing? JC leaving me and if he does you know what? I'll survive. Just like the song I'll hurt like hell for sure but I'll pull myself up by the bootstraps and carry on. I'm hard core like that bitches!
Anyway I've been tearful and emotional lately and it sucks. I want to talk to him but I'm afraid that if I do I'll be annoying him as he's been stressed out to the max lately. So what's a girl to do? Any advice would be helpful.
Anyway, here's two earworms (i.e. song that will get stuck in your head and you can't get it out...) You can thank me later.
I have a bit of a crush on Benny! *Le sigh*